So I have lost a whole lotta weight. It’s not that much to me but I carry weight really well. People always think I’m smaller than I weigh. So after getting braces, I’ve controlled my mouth to hand syndrome. LOL! I dont eat a lot because eating can be a hassle most days.
But I’ve recently decided to get on a weight gain journey because as my people say “you’re disappearing . . .”
Exaggeration, I think but everyone comments about my size ALL of the time.
Too much, if I can so say myself.
I must admit when I look in the mirror I see a thick girl and that’s why I can sympathize with those who suffer from anorexia and bulimia. When I look in the mirror I see a thick girl looking back. Now looking at myself doesn’t make me want to take extreme measures to trim down, I actually think I look good. And I understand people who suffer from eating disorders because I know our minds can play tricks on us because my mind has.
I am on this weight gain journey for myself. My biggest issue is my clothes. I don’t wear jeans or pants because they swallow me. I haven’t worn pants in a hot minute.
My size 2 jeans don’t fit.
My size 0 shorts are too big.
I mean it’s quite ridiculous. The only clothes that fit are my dresses. So it’s getting to be a problem to be so small.
I am healthy – thank God for that!
But I need to fit my clothes.
So I’m stuffing my face. 🙂
I’ll be hitting the gym come the 1st of July so I need to come up with a plan as I want to tone and gain 10 pounds.